Finally choosing me

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At the end of our lives we will not be concerned with how much of something we had. What will matter most is how we’ve spent our time and what we’ve given our energy to.  I’ll admit that I have had the most difficult time, since having my children, to really care for myself. To prioritize me. The amount of resentment that had I built up manifested as anxiety and depression. I was so focused on making sure my kids were emotionally considered and well fed and dressed that I had forgotten about myself. I did such a great job at living in auto pilot and making it look good that no one thought to ask how I was really doing. This isn’t a “me playing the victim” party because I hadn’t even asked myself that question. Another thing I had negleted, my prayer life, study life and overall relationship with the Lord. No longer concerned about how I’m viewed based on my past, my education, or my life’s choices. We all have a choice to make and from this day forward, I choose me. This life is temporary and I refuse to settle with the bare minimum and mediocrity. Play full out like your life depends on it…… because it does. 

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